I know some of you reading this blog are doing so in order to entertain yourself by talking about me and what I may have to say so this will be the one and only time I address it because I refuse to stoop to your level of immaturity. This is my own outlet - yes I know and realize that I have it listed as public but that doesn't give anyone the right to feel superior and take what I say and use it as a form of entertainment for themselves or others they would like share the degrading with. See here is the difference between you and I: at least if I have something to say I will say it or confront and individual - but by all means, if at this point in your life you STILL have nothing better to do than read this blog because you are so wrapped up in sticking your nose in my life - I won't stop you - just don't expect me to return the favor.
Actions speak louder than words - we've all heard this throughout our lives and if you still don't think it's true then perhaps try watching your life one day and see how you look to an outsider. Human nature is cruel and evil - I believe that. Females are the worst of the breed. Men, shucks they punch each other in the face and forget about it - whatever it may be. But us girls (and yes I do include myself) sometimes can't let go - but I know that I CAN move forward with my life and not dwell on the past. Others, love to put on the persona that they can forgive and move forward but then behind the scenes they are cruel and deceitful - they always have the mindset that if they can find a weakness or inconsistency then they will use it in whatever way possible to inflict pain.
If you have something you want to know about me - or truly believe that at ANY point you have the RIGHT to be NOSY about MY LIFE ... then don't do it behind my back or ask someone else to do the snooping for you - just freaking ask me!! That pisses me off beyond belief to know someone first thinks they have a right being in my business, and then second can't come to me but gets someone else to do their dirty work for them.
Also - someone explain this to me: since when is it someone's right to be nosy about someone's life when you refuse to have anything to do with that person: no type of friendship/relationship, no contact ect...? And when is it right to tell someone how terrible of a person they are, and how you can't stand them, and how you never want anything to do with them again but then turn around and abuse the generosity and resources given to you by that individual?
As for the title of this post - I take pride in living as true and uncensored as I can - hypocrisy free. You see, I am a Christian, and I have no problem admitting that - just like I can admit to making PLENTY of mistakes and I am not perfect - but at least I am not a "show-Christian" I don't wear one personality out into public, walk the right walk, say all the right things and so forth because I am not a fraudulent follower - I am still true to myself and know my faults. BUT there are so many people out there..some who do just what I have talked about but claim to be super conservative and hardcore to the truth Christians who really are a hypocrite hiding in plain site, because as soon as someone looks away or they are on their own everything else, all these principles and morals they soapbox about constantly go out the window...
And I really need to stop here before I get myself into trouble...
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