Again, some space between updates, and this is just a short one, but its mostly because I'm not sure how or what to say...
I am literally 3wks and a day away from leaving for MO, and _ _ _ _ _ _  decided to "dump" me. I had to get some of my emotions and reaction out of the way, so I texted ___, and as expected they were able to make me feel better as always. They told me what someone should have brought to my attention a long time ago: That is is NOT my fault that so many people decided they have the need to walk out on me in my life. _ _ _ _ _ _, _ _ _ _ _ _, _ _ _ _, _ _ _...just to name a few. And that as much time as I spend bending over backwards over and over again for these people is a waste of my time and life. -- Why couldn't I see that? _____ called and kept telling me they didn't know what to say, but it's fine, all I needed was them and even the littlest things said made all the difference to me personally...


That's all for now, and I really need and could use some extra sleep tonight so...