Well, I had my first Drill Weekend and I guess I survived. I don't remember the last time I have felt this physically worn out, but I am sure BCT (Basic Combat Training) will be much worse. Saturday was mostly classroom with some Drill & Ceremony practice. We learned a couple commands and the necessary basics for formations. The food was gross, and as "red phase" indivduals we saw what happened first hand if PT scores are no good. I know feel even more self-concious about being able to meet standards. C has offered to help me perpare in anyway possible but I really think I'd be embarressed at my poor preformance. I think the biggest obsticle I will have to overcome is my mind - the self doubt I keep having. Itis overwhelming ans stressful more times than not, but I haven't figured out how to rid myself of it yet. Anyways, after drill ended on Saturday, my arms and neck have never had that kind of pain and tension from remaining in formal positions all day, even an "at ease" stance is fixed and stiff. Later R, and family came over to celebrate some birthday festivities, I stayed up too late and felt the repercussion of it today. I did alright in the morning portion of drill, but the afternoon was a killer. Overall, the drill weekend was a great experiecne and a good education opportunity on the Army ways; I am grateful for it! I will get to drill one more time in October, before I ship out on November 3rd!
Note to self: GET IN FREAKING SHAPE FAST! ughhhh
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