Never Back Down...

I know it has been awhile since I have had any decent/significant posts - or what most would classify as pertinent posts - but since I lost Lexi there have been MANY other things going on in my life that unfortunately have kept me from blogging.

On the bright side I just got to celebrate a birthday surrounded by GREAT FRIENDS who appreciate me for who I am and don't have glorified false expectations about who I should be, how I should act, or more significantly how they BELIEVE I NEED to act towards them and don't try to define our friendships on a selfish scale.

Also, Sunday I will be done with my first degree in school finishing up with a fairly decent GPA. It's an accomplishment and stepping stone in life and in my educational goals. Yay! haha

Finally, I do hope to get back to the blogging life - I love the outlet it gives me to express myself, feelings, and thoughts and as always I will continue to do so without caring what others think or say. I KNOW that there are those out there who read this blog just to "keep tabs" on my life or so they have some kind of gossip to talk about with their "best friends" even though there is a claim to not ever care about what I have to say. If you don't care about what I have to say, or what my thoughts are, or care to read about the meals I make or whatever then just stop - but some can't - its an addiction: my life that is. Sorry it's not more entertaining for you or  that you can't have it....

the one thing I will NEVER do : I WILL NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR TELLING THE TRUTH.

Some might argue that truth is relative - or want to to deny the "truth" I tell - unfortunately if anyone pays attention to the grounds and evidence the truth I speak about is based on -- well then people will know who actually knows and can face the reality of these truths and has no problem exposing the fraudulent stories that have been spread.....

Nothing New...

D.R.A.M.A. - (D)esperately (R)eaching (A)fter (M)ore (A)ttention.


A person hates you for 1 of 3 reasons. 1) They want to be you. 2) They hate themselves. 3) They see you as a threat.